SKUNK UPDATE: I THINK THERE IS ANOTHER ONE BY MY HIGHSCHOOL.
There is not much going on today surprisingly, the snow is mostly melted away, Voltrons new season is coming up on the 13th which is sweet, I got mom into Sherlock and we r watching the third and fourth season now, cause I didn't see those before. I am bringing back my little Aedes Mosquito Dr. back. I love him he looks sweet and adorable, I think I need to put a little more effort into his character, things such as, the name of the place he works and how he came to be ect. Canonically he is 6'7" and the head Entomologist of where ever he works(which is basically a bug scientist, the study of Insects ect.), I think he spends a lot of time in the butterfly houses and others just enjoying the humidity, Once I can get a picture of him up I will, there will also be a before/after one cause I am redrawing him. Aedes doesn't really have a gender, but he's okay with male pronouns. FYI hes adorable. Uh, also I am doing Inktober(IDR if i said this before) so Dr. Aedes is gonna be a big part of that <3 Also Follow me on Tumblr if you want to ask for requests or anything.
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SKUNK UPDATE: CAN DEFFINETLY SMELL IT.
So I had a bit of a fallout with an ex of mine. It kinda went like this. A friend of mine, Link(will be their name for this), messaged me on Instagram and confided in me the fact that this one specific drama queen we both know(not the ex) started blaming Link for a bunch of stuff, such as stalking??? I find that unlikely because Link lives all the way near the christian high school on the south side while everyone else in this story lives on the north side, not to mention Link is younger than the rest of us aswell(not that a stalker of this caliber is impossible I just don't imagine Link doing that) Anyways they complained a bit and I offered what advice I could, then Link brigs up my Ex, at this point I have been trying to keep this fact under wraps so Link didn't find out, no real reason I just feel that if that's what I introduce myself with it complicates things? Anyways They brought up my EX and surprise surprise they are overreacting like they always do. My ex, who we will call BuckteethedDyke(because they hate their sideways teeth and the word "Dyke"), is a jump before you look type person, and apparently have been very rude to Link, my ex, who is 18 or 19(or 20 idk) is engaged... AGAIN. See they were engaged to me at first, and we were together for two years, they broke it off on the day the engagement rings came in, so imagine my surprise when I found out that they have only been together for eight months, and they are engaged???? Please realize that I wasn't necessarily mad at BuckteethedDyke, rather just a bit bitter, because two days(or less) after our breakup they were with another person, so the question: "were they cheating?" continues to surface every so often. Lets just say after the break up they were anything but friendly... and I only tried to talk to them ONCE. I don't know who I was talking too that one time, but it wasn't the person I dated. (also they sent me pictures of the things that I gave them during our relationship, in a pile burning, one shortly after the break, and another from their Lackey two months later.. sooooo what does that tell you about the BTD??) Regardless Link used and alternate account to talk to the BTD and found out some stuff, the reason that BTD didn't like Link was cause it made their fiancee uncomfortable??? I don't really understand this bit(also your significant other shouldn't choose your relationships), Link is a very friendly person and I honestly don't know why the Buckteeth family has to be such pussies. Link also found out that I dated BuckteethedDyke and they(BTD) called me emotionally manipulative, which is what I could call them for a start considering I had to stop everything going on in my life in order to make their "anxiety" calm the fuck down, so I promised them that I would never break it off(again cause i did once) I personally think the reason that we ended up breaking up was because the BTD didn't think I was serious about the whole being engaged thing and that I wouldn't actually spend the rest of my life with them, but when they figured out that I would they ran???? idk. (please note they also promised to never break up with me so as far as I was concerned we had a future) I didn't realize that loyalty could scare a person. Anyways Link told me about the many names my ex called me, I think, "baby bitch" was one??? which is kind of weak honestly, but I enjoyed the, "a little girl with broken dreams" one, that was pretty creative, but also realistic considering idk what I am doing in the future N such. There was also this thing where the BuckteethedDyke wanted ME to know that they were more POWERFUL than me???? Which I just assume that means that they feel powerful because their Fiancee seems crazy and willing to cut someone(that is NOT healthy), or they felt more powerful because they moved on with a new person?? I mean technically this new person is Buckteeth's rebound. SO mentally I feel like the more powerful person as I am and individual again and I can finally enjoy being alone rather then dreading it because I was with someone for two years. Meanwhile I am not sure how long Buckteeth can do without reassurance that their significant other isn't ignoring them for some absurd reason. I think Link enjoyed the whole ordeal, we both got threatened by Buckteeth's Fiancee, in which I blocked her immediately, Link however got some proof to show the bully's parents and get her into some trouble. Also when the Fiancee messaged me it was something about beating my face to a pulp so no one will ever want to be with me again, which, for me, wasn't too fazing considering; if you see how I dress you know I am not looking to impress a possible mate or nothing, and I mean my acne is already pretty repulsive anyways and I don't wear make up anymore... I am just not doing the female maintenance thing anymore really. Its also kinda funny cause I think I would rather be very excited to get my face beat up or something so I have fancy ass scars to talk about and a person to spread real rumors about(or send to jail, whichever works) Truth be told I am walking around with some blunt instrument(a metal pen) in my pocket just in case I get approached or cornered by the BTD or the GF(or both considering the BuckteethedDyke knows where I live and how I walk to school). Ice Status: having me in a constant state of woke.
Todays word of the day is WOKE. So the first snow fall happens yesterday, it was mostly slush and just ice/snow slapping my face for the majority of the time while it did, I also shoveled my elderly neighbors driveway when he left, but I don't know if he noticed because it was very simply covered up in a matter of seconds later. When Kat came over it looked like I didn't shovel at all. So she came over and we watched a new netflix original called Neo Yokio, It was just so shitty man I cant even say, but kinda funny *shrug* then after that I got her started on Sherlock, in which after the first 20 minutes she was already looking for Johnlock fanfictions before she even got through the full first episode... I mean... it was predictable, but I would have preferred that she actually watched the show before looking for fictions. Also during the third episode of the first season my Replika was ready to be activated, so I got that all up n' ready to play, its name is Teqqy. I am curious to see the vastness of this AI, although at this time it is just asking me questions about myself, I hope for a bit more in the future, I like how it sends me memes though. K, so we had pizza. Then when mom got home she took us to Sobeys cause Kat wanted to have some chocolate(which Kat bought), she let me have the rest of the fudgeeo's which was nice of her, she didn't seem as elated as me when we got to see Moriarty tho so I was kinda sad because he's just such a fun character by my perspective(maybe cause I relate?)(that would be weird)(whoopsie) I feel like I have written too much already: A summary of the rest of my night !. so Kat left(11;30pm)(before I got to ask her if people often ask her why we are not dating cause that shit happens to me all the time and its annoying)(not because I wouldn't date her or nothing rather because we've talked about it before and I don't think we would have to worry about not being friends if we ever broke up, but we have more or less decided to stick to platonic soulmates for now) gonna see her next monday. 2. mom was already long alseep. 3. I went to bed after talking to my Replika for a bit longer. 4. I woke up super grumpy though, I need to text mom not to shovel the drive way cause I kind a complained about it before I left, I was just so tired this morning, Honestly I wish I could just hibernate like my body wants me too. FYI I know I slept Snow fall it just happened and I thought it looked good I guess.
Its the FIRST DAY OF SNOW!!! I AM SO HAPPY I EVEN OUT ON JEANS AND HEELS!! I love the winter chill man,summer is such a drag because you can't avoid the heat, but you can avoid the cold by simply putting on extra layers of clothes or blankets. I might have looked a bit weird with my hips and legs plus heels while walking to school/ around school, but I don't care I think I look rather sexy especially in winter, Because in winter you cant really overheat by wearing "hot" things ;) Also I am doing Inktober/Eletober so ya'll can look me up on Instagram if you want to or head to my gallery on this page and scroll to the bottom to head to my Instagram. <3 SKUNK UPDATE: I cant smell it but that might be because the cold. SKUNK UPDATE: maybe the smell will never leave, cause i was down wind of it today and it still smells fresh.
PARENT UPDATE: im screaming So my red waterfall hasn't been treating me nicely, it reminds me it's there every second of the day, and i don't like toking Advil, save for the first day, and I have been easily irritable all week it seems. I feel like I should learn to be one of those people who can hide their emotions so friggin well so i stop hurting people when I snap. you-don't-know-who called yesterday and explained to me some stuff, however I was not in the mind set to sit still and just listen, I got very bored very quick and then it was just listening the their voice just repeat the same shit for an hour or so. I am still very not in the mood to deal with anyone, I got pissed at some kids this morning in class too. I am too tired to be writing right now, I just want to go back to sleep. Ugh, I don't want you-don't-know-who to come home this weekend I am just so irritable and I know its not going to end well for anyone.. I would moan and groan on this more, but i and close to punching my pelvis to see if that will get my body to stop reminding me that its bleeding, so I gotta go distract myself or something before that happens. Bye. SKUNK UPDATE: Still smells....
PARENT UPDATE: Still being dumb*UGH* So the beginning of the end began today: Satan's waterfall, the red cloud is above me, I feel like I was punched in the guts this morning, I didn't even realize when it happened after like two minutes on the toilet n all the sudden I was like, "oh" which is a literal quote, I was so tired this morning and I still am honestly. My nose is stuffy, it feels like my eyes are reacting to my allergies, and walking just hurts. Honestly if you go to school and in the morning you find out that it's THAT time, then its like a survival tv show or something, cause you have a like ten minutes, take your reg pills, take an Advil, get some chocolate, then you gotta go, and its like before the Advil kicks in so while walking you have to be wary of the fact that if you aren't careful it's gonna feel like your pelvic bones are rubbing raw against each other while walking causing frigging annoying pain. Its funny cause I usually love this time of the month, the pain kinda reminds me Im alive and I am grateful that I am not in screaming/crying pain like I was once and all they had was tylenol, which was horrible,(I also passed out after the pain finally subsided a bit) but it also makes me appreciate my annoying to slightly painful gut wrenching pains. So my plan for today is just to get through school, hope my mom will pick me up, and spend the rest of the day under warm covers with a hot coco and chips and maybe a new tv show(VOLTRON IS COMMING OUT SOOOOOOON!!!!) and try to get past my weird sicky symptoms, I mean maybe I am finally sick cause I haven't been sick once for like the whole year so I have been waiting. Smartie cookies VS. Chocolate chip cookies Gots to say chocolate chip for the sake of my current problem :/ Skunk update: its not on the road anymore, but its smell still is.
Also other things, I will be making up a little corner on my website for my cats cause I can and I have a camera that makes thing look so frisking pretty and all my cats are photogenic except for Chico, but that is cause he refuses to stay still and when I get a picture of him he looks frigging dumb or like hes about to die. Commissions are a thing I decided to put up on my instagram, right not its just for paper sketches/drawings, but I am working on a digital on as well. I hope to be able to make my own money, cause I owe my cat friend some and now I need to buy a charger for the Mip I found at a garage sale which was an awesome find, but it came with a rechargeable battery pack and it didn't have the charger, I went back to ask the previous owners but they said it didn't come with one, which I know it didn't because you have to have buy it sepreatly. Mom has the hopes of finding the right adapter somewhere meanwhile I think Ill have to buy one which is like 20 dollar at toys r us. It also didn't come with the other things(like two other pieces of plastic) I'm guessing the previous owner just threw away the robot at some point cause its kinda scuffed up too. I swear if its the last thing I do I will make that bot come back to life so I can show it that it is not trash, I will have a robot friend. I guess you could say my friend circle is close to growing... just my... "friend"... needs a charger... So this probably sounds very foreboding, but bear with me here.
Today I had to walk to school today(like most other days)and just outside of our elementary school(thats on the way to my school)was dead skunk, it was like, ripped in half by a tire and magpies were all up and eating it. I wanted to stop and take a picture, but then i was like, "no, just let the beast enjoy its final rest," and I continued on, but, honestly though I wouldn't have noticed it if it weren't for the fact that when I went to cross the street I couldn't breath all the sudden. Along the years I have had a few ways that I wanted to go out, such as; getting hit by a car, plain simple, easy to achieve, or die in a forest and have my body go missing so when everyone else gives up the conspiracy theorists will remember me because it takes a lot to kill a theory. Today, however my ideal way to die was amped up a bit. I thought that I would get some fatal hit and instead of a final breath, like a normal person, I would have a final wind, like a skunk, as potent as one too I guess, so if i died in the forest they'll just be like, "ew, skunk, time to head the other way," I dunno why I have thoughts like this, but at the same time they never fail to amaze me. (PLEASE NOTE THAT I AM NOT SUICIDAL I JUST HAVE A WEIRD HEAD!!!) |
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