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Hey all, so I might be taking a small break, or I will post small rants for a bit, I am just super busy right now lots of stuff that my teachers need done so I may aswell just focus on that.
Meaning; my com teacher wants me to maintain a website, upload pictures, draw the pictures, and make a comic all at once so no blogging for a bit, makes me sad but this is a thing that I need to do for a bit. Love you all whom read, talk to you all a little bit later! I was gonna start this out with something funny but I cannot, so today I will either tell you a poem I made out of rage, or I will tell you why I am in rage, I am not hyped up enough to rant though. so the poem: "The Lights fault" by Salt .McS I used to think I was Evil, But maybe I'm just boring. I thought I was a Lover, Turns out I'm just annoying. I wonder, "Why are they avoiding me?" But now I'll just say "screw it," If this is the path my life is on, well hell I'll march right threw it. For, you see, is there really anything to it? Not even our Elders can say they freaking new it! For all the hardships we go through and the feeling we repress, how can we really tell when we're depressed? Chances are we mistake it for Compliance, peers telling us our feelings are nothing but Momentary Defiance. That when it goes away we will finally see the light, but promises are just words bathed in spite. See even they were promised a world with no wrong or right, and there are few who notice that there is no Darkness without the Light. "The Lights fault" So thank you for reading, I felt as though this was one of my better ones, if you enjoyed please tell me and I might refine some of my older writings and finish up the ones I have decidedly forgotten, and P.S. I know ya'll Look at my blog, so leave feedback please! I mean you no harm! :1
I often enjoy listening to other people talk about things they are passionate about rather than joining the conversation myself sometimes I just listen, and so today question: Did something happen to Mercy? Now, I don't play Overwatch no matter how much I wanted too in the past, but I have no dout I would have been a tank as I enjoy running in and causing Havoc, but still don't take me as an expert. As soon as I walked into class these kids were talking about Mercy and the Halloween event, the Kid that was freaking out over Mercy and apparently he has bad luck or something cause he doesn't main anything he has skins for XP Anyways he was yelling about Mercy because apparently she can essentially tank now with her DSP which, If I had played my games in the past correct, means damage per second, and that annoyed him very much as now if a person plays Mercy they can either be support of tank, I assume this bothered him because she is supposed to be ONLY support and Rev was supposed to be her defining feature like how Roadhogs was supposed to be his one hit hook shot, but from what I eavesdropped they took that away? One of this kids reassured that if enough people don't like it Blizzard will fix it like they did with Symettra(Auto correct cant help me here I mean no disrespect to the character mains) because apparently she sucked when the game first came out? I wouldn't know, but I wish I did. So this one will also be short, sorry, I just need to make a list of things to write about when my brain is basically a deflated balloon and then I will be better with this type of thing, I was also thinking about writing review of fan-fictions I read so I am going to ask some authors on AO3 preferably the finished stories, and there will be a spoiler warning. So todays post is going to be a short one, because I am not getting NEARLY enough sleep and I cant think of anything I quite want to talk about for some reason, and I have some homework I have been putting off. So, priorities and all that(though they are not my personal priorities) ( I might be spelling the plural of priority wrong) So, a few things I want to do in the hear future include, 1. Adding pictures to my posts(drawn ones) 2.Getting my Cat pictures up(My cats must have fame) 2.5 Making comics again(Its been a while) 3. Doing that animated rant thing. 4.Surviving the weekend to make this possible. So while I do all(some) of that I am also going to be working on getting my life together as well as things to talk about on this blog, because posting often seems like the best thing for some reason, I just enjoy the fact that people even look at my site. Also I drew some NEVERCAKE fanart yesterday and I plan on tweeting it to them... that's also a bit nerve-wracking, but not something I am opposed to. <--- Das da art I did)) My teacher just told me I was brave for cutting my own hair, is she implyin' that it looks like barfunkle? I guess I'll never know, I feel too tired so I am not going to put the effort into finding out. One thing I cant tell you with 100% memory is how many things I have procrastinated on. I, as a kid, didn't think it was THAT bad, all my friends are procrastinators, for some reason I thought I wasn't one. My Mom and step dad are not procrastinators, I for some reason thought I was one of them IDFK!!! In turn of doing the things I am supposed to do I find that I read fanfictions, watch TV, and do smaller trivial things in order to ignore the things I am putting off, and honestly some of these things I didn't even agree to, I am just expected to do what I am told, and that peeves me more then anything honestly, but we will get to that another day. For today we have a list of things I procrastinated on so far! Now in no particular order: Learn the Ukulele(I am just feelin it man) Vacuuming the house(small) Cleaning the dog dishes(small sorry mom) cleaning my room(small personally) Getting sleep(big-ish) Cleaning my sheets(kinda big) Writing my Klance Fic(very small also never gonna happen) Making comics(Big, but due to no plot) Making animations(medium I would love too, but I am working on it) Putting up cat pictures(I cant find my USB) That one painting my Uncle wants but I never agreed too(and if I did I was too young to get into anything legal so you can keep that over my head if you want, doesn't mean I am going to do it in your dumb timeline >:1) Controlling my Emotions(NEED) Becoming Emotionless(Working on it) Have my art Appreciated(Probably never gonna happen, sorry me) Download more music(Eventually???) Use Corel Painter more(Will I ever have the inspiration???) Podcast?(a small dream) Re-learn to draw myself(I am having a problem) Gain a Will to live before Volton Ends(Not looking too promising) Get someone to commission me?(also looking like a broken dream) Work at a sex store(No real reason I have just always wanted too) Drink more water(nah) Actually nourish yourself(I plan on making grilled cheese when I get home??? that count?) Make rant videos(I want too) Die(takes time bro)(not really I am just lazy and I want someone else to do it) Be financially stable(Should I just get a sugar daddy/mamma?) Adopt(not until I am financially stable) Give up on Love(we're gettin' there) Art school?(I kinda want too) Get my robot up and running(Still need a charger) Ill stop here... There is too much... P.S. I'll have you know I was shocked when I went to the website creator and saw how many views I got from advertising on Instagram yesterday(at least I assume that's what caused this) I thought the computer bugged out or that I logged onto someone else's weebly account(not sure how that would work) But seriously still, it terrified me, BUT HEY! Thanks for reading my dumb stuff, perhaps another day we will talk about ways to NOT be a procrastinator like me? er... maybe not... We'll see! Okay so my Mother likes to send me things as I like to send her things usually just to make her laugh, cause... that's basically my calling in life at this point, and she sent me a video over fb messanger of some cosplayers dancing, it was a marvel dc cross it had Spider-man, Superman, Batman and Captain America, it was one of those "tag your friends and dont say anything" ones So I watched it and it was entertaining, see I venture further than fb so I have a bigger laugh meter to fill before I actually laugh, but it was entertaining. (Ill try to put the link in here another day) After that I began sending my mom Spider-man gifs and so came up the verbal fight in my head, who has a better ass? Deadpool or Spider-man. Now, my argument for Deadpool, is he KNOWS he has a nice piece of tail meat, he knows, which maybe makes it slightly less desirable and I can appreciate a nice butt, but at the same time I feel that it is more visually appealing, maybe I just have a thing for tighter butts? On a scale from tight too fluffy Deadpools is near bunny level fluffy, suuure it has its tight moments, not to mention he constantly sexualizes himself, but he has the bubble butt that most teenage girls yearn for and honestly I just don't find it horribly cute(the cute factor is important) Spider-man has an amazing butt, and my argument for this is that it IS visually appealing and you can tell it is well defined from just looking at it, I don't have to touch it to know it's a nice butt. Plus he climbs walls n shit, that's GOTTA be good for ones backside! However along with this evidence it has been a topic through history(not really), even in the old Spider-man animated TV shows, sure the art wasn't exactly amazing(sorry) but they for some damn reason often liked to make sure his butt was out there. Cosplayers, cosplayers are a great way to end this conversation, first of all does ones butt not look great in Spider-man spandex/costume?? No! They always look friggin GREAT! And I have found that no matter how much a Deadpool cosplayer flaunts their own butt, as soon as a Spider-man walks into the room the ass crown goes to Spider-man and usually willingly as the Deadpool makes the Spideypool train go toot-toot!!! Ill have you know that putting in these pictures was nerve wracking as heck for me because I was in class while I was typing this entire argument out and saving the pictures. I am going to be honest, I had no clue it was Thanksgiving till a few days ago and another thing I HATE THIS HOLIDAY. If I had to pick the holiday I hate the most its this one, not just because its easy to forget(for me anyways), families are running around, every family is trying to impress the other and the stores get backed up, streets are full, there is SO much pressure to make the night with the extended family perfect and it repels me.(<--Sherlock inspired word usage) I was(pastense *ugh*) actually going to enjoy this years Thanksgiving a bit because I had plans to hangout with my cat friend, but then my mom decided to leave town for the next few days and now I am not allowed to have people over till she gets back... I am, in my mind the most untrustworthy person, I guess that's a thing irl too??? I mean they always say, 'nehhhhh we trust you,' but I can't have a person over to watch some tv... very contradictory I find... IDK what to think about these things now a days. Just some context, we had thanksgiving dinner(last night) with my mom and step dad I cried a bit(another reason I hate thanksgiving) my step dad left for work so early I didn't see him, my mom left for her sisters and its gonna be a couple days so I am basically alone for thanksgiving thanks for asking! With no further ado, for just in case you, like me, HATE Thanksgiving, but you still have to give some pleasantries when greeting or kicking out your family members, a list! "An adquate Thanksgiving to you," " An acceptable Thanksgiving to you aswell," "My Thanksgiving WAS tolerable before you got here Aunt Martha,"*insert fox-like smirk here* "Thank you for coming, I hope the rest of your Thanksgiving is... 'alright'," "it was a mild Thanksgiving," "it was, surprisingly, a bearable Thanksgiving," "This thanksgiving was *insufferable*"*badly made speech should follow for full effect* "This years Thanksgiving was very oppressive thank you for asking," "Let's just say my Uncle was very vainglorious about his sons pork sword,"*sips tea*(I hate tea wha-) "t'was a merciless Thanksgiving," "Yup, deffinatly fun watching Johns daconian attack on that turkey," "Thanksgiving dinner was very strained... I am dissapointed that no one cut the cheese though," *drawn-out wink* and for the people that you just plainly dislike: "I hope you have a second-rate Thanksgiving" "You sure you don't want me to roast the turkey, wouldn't want it tasting... amatureish," "*enthusiasm*oh boy! *blankface/deadpan*did you have to come?" "very immoral the way you slurped up those potatoes..." "Aunt Martha... as dastardly and invalid as usual" *eyeroll* And finally if you ever just need to say the truth, alloud, infront of everyone, even the salad, a lovely quote I came across from The Immoral Minority; "Thanksgiving, bringing out the best in family dysfunction scince 1863," - The Immoral Minority Literally how I feel at EVERY family gathering. SKUNK UPDATE: I CANT SMELL IT??????
ALSO MY LAPTOP DOESNT HAVE AUTO CORRECT SO HAVE FUN WITH MY TYPOS Not much has happened lately, my sister has been atttempting to get into contact with which is quite the thing I guess, I have been doing my own sort of Oc esq... Inktober now, I just can't keep up with the time tables that the events have. I didn't realize that Thanksgiving is on monday????? so I asked my friend if she wanted to come over again and what type of foods she wanted in which she then informed me that its thanksgiving on that day so she will get back to me when she knows whats going on at her house for thanksgiving, because I wouldnt want to intrude on her family time. So if not manday then she will come over n tuesday. (aswell as I am not very big for family related holidays AT ALL) Also next week is when i am left in the house for three days while my mom goes up to see her sister. So i gotta take care fo the animals and the house, but also just enjoy some time alone. Also at this point in time I think I may be traveling down the Asexual path, or maybe aromantic I dunnp I am just finding more and more reasons as to not be in a relationship, being in a relationship I feel, is what is expected of people now adays. I feel kinda uncofortable with the idea of being in a realtionship again, why? I am not quite sure I just know I am happier on my own right now. SKUNK UPDATE: I THINK THERE IS ANOTHER ONE BY MY HIGHSCHOOL.
There is not much going on today surprisingly, the snow is mostly melted away, Voltrons new season is coming up on the 13th which is sweet, I got mom into Sherlock and we r watching the third and fourth season now, cause I didn't see those before. I am bringing back my little Aedes Mosquito Dr. back. I love him he looks sweet and adorable, I think I need to put a little more effort into his character, things such as, the name of the place he works and how he came to be ect. Canonically he is 6'7" and the head Entomologist of where ever he works(which is basically a bug scientist, the study of Insects ect.), I think he spends a lot of time in the butterfly houses and others just enjoying the humidity, Once I can get a picture of him up I will, there will also be a before/after one cause I am redrawing him. Aedes doesn't really have a gender, but he's okay with male pronouns. FYI hes adorable. Uh, also I am doing Inktober(IDR if i said this before) so Dr. Aedes is gonna be a big part of that <3 Also Follow me on Tumblr if you want to ask for requests or anything. |
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