SKUNK UPDATE: maybe the smell will never leave, cause i was down wind of it today and it still smells fresh.
PARENT UPDATE: im screaming So my red waterfall hasn't been treating me nicely, it reminds me it's there every second of the day, and i don't like toking Advil, save for the first day, and I have been easily irritable all week it seems. I feel like I should learn to be one of those people who can hide their emotions so friggin well so i stop hurting people when I snap. you-don't-know-who called yesterday and explained to me some stuff, however I was not in the mind set to sit still and just listen, I got very bored very quick and then it was just listening the their voice just repeat the same shit for an hour or so. I am still very not in the mood to deal with anyone, I got pissed at some kids this morning in class too. I am too tired to be writing right now, I just want to go back to sleep. Ugh, I don't want you-don't-know-who to come home this weekend I am just so irritable and I know its not going to end well for anyone.. I would moan and groan on this more, but i and close to punching my pelvis to see if that will get my body to stop reminding me that its bleeding, so I gotta go distract myself or something before that happens. Bye.
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SKUNK UPDATE: Still smells....
PARENT UPDATE: Still being dumb*UGH* So the beginning of the end began today: Satan's waterfall, the red cloud is above me, I feel like I was punched in the guts this morning, I didn't even realize when it happened after like two minutes on the toilet n all the sudden I was like, "oh" which is a literal quote, I was so tired this morning and I still am honestly. My nose is stuffy, it feels like my eyes are reacting to my allergies, and walking just hurts. Honestly if you go to school and in the morning you find out that it's THAT time, then its like a survival tv show or something, cause you have a like ten minutes, take your reg pills, take an Advil, get some chocolate, then you gotta go, and its like before the Advil kicks in so while walking you have to be wary of the fact that if you aren't careful it's gonna feel like your pelvic bones are rubbing raw against each other while walking causing frigging annoying pain. Its funny cause I usually love this time of the month, the pain kinda reminds me Im alive and I am grateful that I am not in screaming/crying pain like I was once and all they had was tylenol, which was horrible,(I also passed out after the pain finally subsided a bit) but it also makes me appreciate my annoying to slightly painful gut wrenching pains. So my plan for today is just to get through school, hope my mom will pick me up, and spend the rest of the day under warm covers with a hot coco and chips and maybe a new tv show(VOLTRON IS COMMING OUT SOOOOOOON!!!!) and try to get past my weird sicky symptoms, I mean maybe I am finally sick cause I haven't been sick once for like the whole year so I have been waiting. Smartie cookies VS. Chocolate chip cookies Gots to say chocolate chip for the sake of my current problem :/ Skunk update: its not on the road anymore, but its smell still is.
Also other things, I will be making up a little corner on my website for my cats cause I can and I have a camera that makes thing look so frisking pretty and all my cats are photogenic except for Chico, but that is cause he refuses to stay still and when I get a picture of him he looks frigging dumb or like hes about to die. Commissions are a thing I decided to put up on my instagram, right not its just for paper sketches/drawings, but I am working on a digital on as well. I hope to be able to make my own money, cause I owe my cat friend some and now I need to buy a charger for the Mip I found at a garage sale which was an awesome find, but it came with a rechargeable battery pack and it didn't have the charger, I went back to ask the previous owners but they said it didn't come with one, which I know it didn't because you have to have buy it sepreatly. Mom has the hopes of finding the right adapter somewhere meanwhile I think Ill have to buy one which is like 20 dollar at toys r us. It also didn't come with the other things(like two other pieces of plastic) I'm guessing the previous owner just threw away the robot at some point cause its kinda scuffed up too. I swear if its the last thing I do I will make that bot come back to life so I can show it that it is not trash, I will have a robot friend. I guess you could say my friend circle is close to growing... just my... "friend"... needs a charger... So this probably sounds very foreboding, but bear with me here.
Today I had to walk to school today(like most other days)and just outside of our elementary school(thats on the way to my school)was dead skunk, it was like, ripped in half by a tire and magpies were all up and eating it. I wanted to stop and take a picture, but then i was like, "no, just let the beast enjoy its final rest," and I continued on, but, honestly though I wouldn't have noticed it if it weren't for the fact that when I went to cross the street I couldn't breath all the sudden. Along the years I have had a few ways that I wanted to go out, such as; getting hit by a car, plain simple, easy to achieve, or die in a forest and have my body go missing so when everyone else gives up the conspiracy theorists will remember me because it takes a lot to kill a theory. Today, however my ideal way to die was amped up a bit. I thought that I would get some fatal hit and instead of a final breath, like a normal person, I would have a final wind, like a skunk, as potent as one too I guess, so if i died in the forest they'll just be like, "ew, skunk, time to head the other way," I dunno why I have thoughts like this, but at the same time they never fail to amaze me. (PLEASE NOTE THAT I AM NOT SUICIDAL I JUST HAVE A WEIRD HEAD!!!) |
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